Explorations of spiritual awakening, the human shadow, and the wisdom traditions of East and West. Drawing on decades of study and lived experience, P.T. Mistlberger examines what it means to know yourself and bring that understanding into everyday life.
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Into the mysteries of being human
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A Ruby Bright as Fire
A Ruby Bright as Fire
William Blake and the Esoteric Tradition
William Blake’s poetry and art reveal a visionary world in which imagination, spiritual insight, and psychological transformation are deeply intertwined. In A Ruby Bright as Fire, Phil explores Blake as a teacher of perennial wisdom, tracing the connections between his symbolic universe and the Western esoteric tradition.
Through works such as The Marriage of Heaven and Hell and The Tyger, the book examines Blake’s understanding of human nature, his mystical influences, and the inner work expressed through his art. A richly illustrated study for readers drawn to Blake, the mysteries of imagination, and the transformative possibilities of creative vision.
The Collection
2020 · Anathema Publishing
The Dancing Sorcerer
Essays on the Mind of the Magician
The magician has long stood at the meeting point of imagination, power, and the unknown. In this collection of essays, Phil explores that figure through Western esoteric traditions and Jungian psychology, examining what magical symbols and practices reveal about the human mind.
Moving through alchemy, the legends of Faust, dragons, demons, and the trickster, the book returns to a central theme: the work of bringing opposing aspects of ourselves into relationship. An exploration of the shadow and its place in the search for psychological and spiritual wholeness.
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2020 · Changemakers Books
Resilience
Going Within in a Time of Crisis
Difficult times can unsettle our assumptions and bring us face to face with the unknown. Written for the Resilience series during the global pandemic, this short book offers guidance for self-examination, self-understanding, and caring for ourselves through periods of uncertainty.
Phil explores how a crisis can become an opportunity for greater awareness while remaining engaged with our relationships and everyday responsibilities. A concise, grounded invitation to meet life’s turning points with honesty and use challenging circumstances to deepen our understanding of ourselves.
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2019 · Changemakers Books
The Way of the Conscious Warrior
A Handbook for 21st Century Men
What does it mean to become a mature, conscious man in the modern world? Drawing on decades of experience facilitating men’s work, Phil examines the challenges of male identity, emotional growth, and finding a meaningful direction in life.
Bringing historical and psychological perspectives together with practical guidance, the book explores shadow work, relationships, and the development of greater self-awareness. Written for men willing to examine their patterns and take responsibility for their growth, it offers a grounded approach to living with more courage, purpose, and integrity.
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2014 · Axis Mundi Books
The Inner Light
Self-Realization via the Western Esoteric Tradition
The Western esoteric tradition offers a rich and often misunderstood body of teachings on the mind, consciousness, and human transformation. In The Inner Light, Phil explores its major currents, including alchemy, Kabbalah, Hermeticism, and magic, alongside their connections with philosophy and modern psychology.
Combining historical study with sections on meditation, practical magic, and lucid dreaming, the book considers how these traditions approach the pursuit of self-knowledge. A substantial companion for readers seeking a deeper understanding of Western spiritual thought and its relationship to inner practice.
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2012 · Changemakers Books
Rude Awakening
Perils, Pitfalls and Hard Truths of the Spiritual Path
The desire to awaken can carry its own illusions. In Rude Awakening, Phil examines the habits that complicate spiritual growth, from idealized self-images and feel-good teachings to confused relationships with teachers and the pursuit of extraordinary experiences.
Alongside this candid critique, he explores seven stages of awakening and the lives of figures including Socrates, Milarepa, and Ramana Maharshi. Direct, challenging, and grounded in experience, the book invites readers to question their assumptions and approach the inner journey with greater honesty, discernment, and commitment.
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2010 · Axis Mundi Books
The Three Dangerous Magi
Osho, Gurdjieff, Crowley
Osho, G.I. Gurdjieff, and Aleister Crowley challenged conventional ideas about spirituality and left behind teachings that continue to provoke debate. This extensive comparative study examines their lives, methods, and influence, including the controversies and contradictions surrounding them.
Drawing on research and his own experience of these paths, Phil explores spiritual authority, the myth of the infallible teacher, and the complex relationship between insight and human fallibility. Historical context and practices from all three traditions give readers a way to consider these questions in relation to their own search.
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2005 · Independently Published
A Natural Awakening
Realizing the True Self in Everyday Life
Phil’s first book brings the non-dual teachings of Advaita Vedanta into conversation with modern psychology, exploring how our ideas about ourselves shape the reality we experience. Its central inquiry concerns the awareness already present beneath our familiar sense of identity.
Through explanations and practical exercises, A Natural Awakening examines self-image, relationships, and the misunderstandings that can obscure recognition of our deeper nature. A direct introduction to themes that run throughout Phil’s later work, particularly the relationship between psychological understanding and spiritual realization.
Currently out of print. A PDF edition is available for $10 USD.